Ignore

Ignore

 

Hiding away from life and just ‘dipping in’ when it suits

Pretending offending and not seeing those routes

Cos all roads lead me back to things I don’t want to see

Ignoring the pain and anyone who challenges me

 

Wanting to exist in my sarah bubble

When im sitting in a broken house amongst all the rubble

Disgraced love replaced with uncertainty and disorder

Became a Mizzy like a dish in a restaurant youd order

 

Survival revival we do what we do

You are not me and I could never be you

Judgements decisions and screenshots of what ive become

At the end of the day we are always ‘someone’

 

You can look for the good in everyone you meet

But most of the time be met with defeat

You cannot appeal to someones good nature and heart

Theyd need to have a heart for a start

 

I was given a gift so long ago and I will keep it forever

And it a gift I will always treasure

Treat people the way they treat you

And be kind and loving and always be true

 

So whenever I now feel like I want it all gone

And like today I don’t want to carry on

I remember my grandchild and kids and my mum

And all the damage ever done to me can be undone

 

Its all of my own design, the anger the hatred and such

You all think I love myself but I don’t very much

Even this poem is all about me

But that’s only because im more me than you could ever be

 

Tell your own story and make it all about you

Manipulate be strong and fail as I do

Being real is not a crime, you wont get into trouble and do ‘time’

Just live your own life and please don’t affect mine

 

We are the creators of our own reality

You will all become like me eventually

It may be on your deathbeds when you see things like I do

Its not any thought youd like to persue

 

Judging someone is very easy to do

But I wont throw stones at you

Ok I might as im judgemental myself

But its not about your intelligence or wealth

 

Its about your heart.

If you have one, many don’t.  If you do, then never forget you have one.

If you do forget, then that is worse than any addiction.