Last one for now…

Looking at this poem, which I wrote in a single night. Looking at it now it seems as if I was saying a prayer.
I had not gotten over the love I had lost and hoped somehow to awake to find it was all a bad dream..but alas it was and she had gone forever..back to the guy she had left. At least he was again happy.
I could not go anywhere..because we had gone everywhere together and the memories those places held of us both prevented me going. It was if i had become a prisoner of my heartache. Funny aint it? I have found that the best thing you can do at such times is to break that spell and go there…once you have done that you find it is not as bad as you might have thought. here it is and yes it is full of soppyness but at the time I had been in love…but it had gone..I would like to say to anyone who is feeling bad at this time because of a failed romance…be happy at yourself for feeling so down, because it prooves to yourself that your still capable of feeling love…and being able to project love too.
life is long and the now seems so important, but within all those tomorrows there is happyness hidden.

Think of me

Think of me when a gentle breeze blows through
Your hair, remember sweetest whispers in your ears,
Think of me when you feel the rain cry gentle tears over
the plains,
Think of me when the sun goes down, and how for you I
played the clown,
Think of me each time you smile, and know for you I walk
the last mile.
Think of me when you walk a rocky path, I will guide you
to the last, you shall not fall.

At this moment I walk alone, along paths we walked, and
Oh so laughed,
At this place where I now stand, this secret cove where we
made love, all is now silent where once the sound of your
joy did peal.

Think of me when the eagle cries, from emerald skies which
match your eyes,
Think of me when the waves crash to the shore, I would
give anything to be at your door.
In my dreams I hold you so close, the warmth of you body,
the scent of skin, the taste of your womanhood send my
senses in a spin,

Think of me when you lay your head to sleep, dream of
times past and of times to come,
For here I stand among the trees, just a call away upon
the wind. Never be afraid to feel loved…..
Think of me………….

Think of me when the snow, lays a gentle
blanket upon the land, and in the softest
silence speaks only the wind, listen close
and you will hear me

Think of me when you lie naked in the summer hay,
remember games we once played, and how I
held you close, and you shall feel me
Think of me when you walk in a deep forest,
in each dark shadow, somewhere something moves, look carefully and you shall see me

Out of the darkness and into the light, together
we both fly,
Upon the wind, and in the rain, our bodies melt,
we shall feel no shame,
For secrets forever remain unspoken, our spirits
remain for always unbroken.

I think of you as the sun in my sky, who before
all shadows fly,
I think of you when I see a moon lit cove,
And remember its cold light upon your hot skin,
I think of you all my waking moments, and sometimes at the dead of night, outside an owl cries, and I turn my head towards the skies,
The sound is so lonely and so forlorn, I close my eyes and await the dawn………..

Rexdeus xXx