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My anger explodes into a tirade of words shouting from my lips
My anger explodes into a tired of words onto my screen
My anger scares people away
My anger makes me react like a crazy person
My anger makes people hate me and I will never ever be loved
Anger is pointless and useless and will never be the answer
But anger and a sense of humour can keep a person alive.
Love oh love I love so much and I love so very hard
I could be so beautiful if you would only let me be
I want to be beautiful and wonderful and such a better me
So dont make me angry
Catch more flies with honey x
I get battered without going into a stupid chat room
Real life is worse than being in chat, its a whole lot more painful
And I get trolled a lot.
Mental health? So what happens to all the people who dont succeed in suicide?
They are failures for not achieving it and should just go away cos they are stressing normal people out?
Well no one is normal and we just dont all disappear just cos we didnt achieve what we set out to do.
And we are not always stupid ignorant and boring people.
We are attention seeking arseholes who should just get on with it?
The mental health service is rubbish and many live under the radar of help and assistance.
I do not live on the streets I am very lucky but some do and they have alcohol and drug issues and have a little pot for pennies and are freezing cold.
But Just chat is not the place to be real or have issues or need help its only for the normal chatters who have no issues and come in chat with their husbands and great lives to talk about knitting and religion and politics?
And god dont be sad or need help cos they will troll the absolute fuck out of you.
Do not be real. f you are honest then you are obviously fake and they are not your pics and you are a man and you are just someone else.
Well I am real a real sad drunken mental freak from what ive been told about myself and also fat ugly trampy and disgusting oh and attention seeking.
I am still here.
So I will send my love right now to all the drunk mental attention seeking suicidal freaks out there x
I wish you all a merry merry Christmas.
And I love you all x
At least no one can say we are boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol x
Be good to yourselves x
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Further more.
Do any of you realise how important self awareness is?
I have noticed many of you have quite a few mental health issues yourselves.
Ok you may not drink etc but a few of you are rather wonky.
I reckon the people who judge others so harshly and get so nasty actually are the deluded nasty paranoid and really screwed up ones. You know its a bit like when gay men wont admit they are gay, they hate other gay men cos they cant accept what they are.
Coughs blossom.
I wish you love blossom too x
Chill babe x You have a husband, I don’t have a husband, he loved you enough to marry you and that is wonderful x No need to be so jealous of me, no one loved me enough to marry me x. Its just a chat room x
It is all just pantomime
The people you think care don’t really, you cant have faith or invest in anything here.
No one cares about you.
No one loves you lol
Its all JUSTCHAT
See it for all it is, a distraction.
Sometimes you just fall in love and you cant fall out of love.
I fell in love with my child growing inside of me felt her kick and when they said there was no heartbeat and she had died I haven’t ever got over it. I wanted her I loved her. Yes I get drunk and post up crap like this. But she was due at Christmas. I am real. I wont ever apologise for being real.
And troll me out troll me to death
I will never ever apologise for being myself.
to all you useless drunk arseholes out there x
Life can be hard x
Try not to die x
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Get over yourself!!!!
Michael. ya see now if ye have a baby. ye are allowed to hug them, name them and even decide on a burial or cremation.. My wee first born was stuffed into a carrier bag. And I had to ask the doctor afterwards what sex the baby was. I HAD PAINS for days. and was told ” ALL pregnant women have pains”. It felt really sore. and the relief when my waters burst.. back then. it was basically nothing worth saving. NOWADAYS, THEY CAN SAVE the likes of these wee prem babies. HE wAS MY FIRST BORN.. and I think o him, even now. no wee funerals,, no wee bunches of flowers.. Sluice and incinerated.
many memories.
x
29 weeks. a human form but totsy, the wee laddie.called MICHAEL.
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get over myself ruthless?
Gosh did you ever want to insult me?
ya know about lying about me to room two and sayin we had met and that I was some slag. You were supposed to be my mate john.
Indesive,morg,john were the friends
and none of you are my friends are you.
Merry Christmas back
ruby
don’t we get frustrated over people who just don’t get it?
I’m starting club x
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