[cath 55]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rOC-zvyhrCU

no dint watch it , i shut me eyes clicked on the link n legged it, but this scene always makes me jump lol

[cath 55]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrEbZZlbYEc

[cath 55]

@pete wrote:

Like the odd bugger who does ya siggys :? :lol:

tsk at pete calling batty strange when he insists on showing us his weekly excercise class on his siggy? i see u pete second from the left on the back row tuts….. lol x

[cath 55]

@bat wrote:

No Cath, why what,s happening when you try?

bat i think its my connection x x i keep getting disconnected

[cath 55]

Bon Bon without being disloyal to any of those that are no longer here, If i had typed this answer to a post 2 weeks ago, i would have been deleting it within minutes thinking stuff in it may have maybe been used at some future date to ‘get at me’ if that makes sense?

for reasons im not willing to explain have deleted it anyway , sorry x x

[cath 55]

I went to newcastle last year by coach, when i saw the angel of the North for real it took my breath away. its is one of the most fantastic things i have seen, pictures dont do it justice.

[cath 55]

having a cold. sore throat and gen feeling bluddy awful on a day when i needed to be tip top, spent months planning an event for work and its this evening!!! grrrrrrrrrr

[cath 55]

not being able to spend time with a special person in my life

[cath 55]

never doubt me
reach out because….
I am here
whether you know it
or not
I am here

[cath 55]

Depression. (I know makes a change to title my work ) this has been inspired by a tv programme i have just watched x

my emotions will not let me be,
do I want them too?
am I enjoying too much the misery
that clouds my waking moments
the darkness that surrounds me
even though the world
is bathed in light?

I look at the drugs
prescribed to me and told
take 3 times a day
will i feel better
only 3 times in a day?

When I awake tommorow
will the darkness
lift?
will there be such a ray of light
I will be drawn to it
I dream
I dream of floating to a cloud
a cloud where this unknown entity
cannot follow

I see the ones
the ones I know love me
faces of concern and yet
without understanding
they do not know
they do not know
they do not know

Will they ever understand
this darkness
will they ever really know
In my heart
i pray
that they will never understand
because that will be
the time
they join me

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