Dedicate a song………………

I would like to dedicate this song to my soulmate and the father of my children even though i don’t like this song we played it for you like you asked us too :)

Ive changed the poem that i wrote for us when Dominic died slightly because it sums up how we will remember you both.

We Will Remember You

With the ripples on the river
The rustling of the trees
The twinkle in the stars at night
The cool whisper of the breeze

When the nights are drawing closer
Or the days are growing long
We will think of you in peace now
When we hear the thrush’s song

With the buzzing of the bees
And the warm glow of the sun
The scent from all the flowers
Your life’s have just begun

You know We will never forget you both
Even as time move’s on
There’s still that special place in our hearts
And there you’ll always belong
Take care of our Son until we meet again and give him a kiss & cuddle from me and tell him i love and miss you both every single day.

Sometimes If your lucky you find a very special friend, a best friend a soul mate someone who knows exactly what you are thinking and about to say before you say it
Someone who changes your life for the better just by being part of it!

Someone who makes you laugh when you need to laugh,Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you that life is filled with doors filled with dreams and hopes for the future,
Just waiting for you to open them!
When you’re feeling down,And the world seems like a dark lonely and empty place,
Your special friend lifts your spirit
And makes that dark and empty world
Suddenly seem bright and full!

Your special friend gets you through
The hard times and the sad times,
Your special friend holds your hand
And tells you everything is going to be all right, And life is precious and you need to fill every single second of with memories, fun, & laughter ( i am trying to do this for you) for our children.

You were, and always will be my special friend

There are moments in my life when i miss you both so much that i just want to pick you from my dreams and hug you for real!
I so wish i could grab you and give you both a massive hug right now.
But from now on, when it rains,
Each of your arms will stretch across the sky
In a great bow of color as a reminder
That you are in peace now and back together like you should be.

And that Rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow.

My top three quotes

Don’t count the years-count the memories
we have so many good, sad, funny memories of you

Don’t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
when i think of you i always smile, So i will try for no more tears

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away!
We were lucky we got to share so many
RIP Paul

I have been sat here thinking over and over

Were you in pain were you aware?
Did you sense, I was there?
I’ve relived that day so many time’s
Playing it over and over again in my mind
Just hoping I could change the ending
Praying that you felt the love I was sending
Begging I could have told you once more i loved you.
24/8/2017
sorry i didn’t post this yesterday i just couldn’t bring myself too,
We Love and miss you always, now and forever
your Soulmate and children
xxxx