I have been laid awake for hours thinking of a time when you were here, and all of us were one big happy family excited and looking forward to Christmas, your first, this one would have been your 18th and sadly you can not be here with us, i have been thinking about My mum as well tonight i have put your present under the tree as i do every year its the very first one i bought you, sadly you never got to open it, and picture in a tiny framed decoration and hung it on the Christmas tree so you can be part of this with us
We are all feeling so empty with out you here, so we will remember you both with fondness and wish you both a Merry Christmas
I am gonna share a song with you all it shows how i feel about loosing him and my mum :( :( :(
Sweet Dreams My little AngelBabe and Mum look after him for me till i get there
xxxxxxx