[Beatty Blue]

[Beatty Blue]

yes

[Beatty Blue]

maybe we should start talking about past relationsips here… or on another post :roll:

but thanks hun, xxx
I already had ‘a fatherly eye’ now I have ‘a fairy godmother’ :lol:

[Beatty Blue]

My heart isn’t broken 8) it’s just confused and longing for someone special…
I’ve had sh*tty relation ships in the past. Once (lol, I have to laught on this) when I was younger I liked this one boy very much. Turned out that he liked me too so we kind of got together. My best friend though didn’t like the idea at all. She said that she hated the boy and if I continued being with him she’d completely leave me. Me and that boy though that maybe it’s best to wait and be just friends because of that friend of mine (maybe she would change her mind, since she tends to do that often) Then after a while I found out that that boy had hots on my best friend, hots more than he ever had on me :roll: I hated him for using me like that, but now I see that he’s just sad pease of sh*t with no balls :D No hard feelings, I’m better than that 8)

[Beatty Blue]

I’m actually feeling a lot better already, thanks… 8)

[Beatty Blue]

I’ll be doing my art what ever happened in my life. It’s the only thing that doesn’t leave me or reject me :roll:

The thing is that I just didn’t know it could happen (this thing…) and when it happened it gave me so many reasons to be happy, even if it happened only for a brief moment. But still… why can’t I have more? Am I really not worht it? damn I must be a bad person… :?

[Beatty Blue]

@rubyred wrote:

drinking doesnt help beatty,,its an easy substitute some times..TRY and think of all the good in you and your part in this world.you will be going through many changes in leaving school,many goodbyes said etc..But its a complete big world out there,,you may NEVER conquer it all,but make it YOUR aim to make YOUR mark,for whatever reasons.Each of us have SOMEthing to offer,,sometimes its finding YOUR something.however small.
good luck :)

:lol: :lol: :lol:

I can’t wait to get out of this shit hole people call a town! I hate almost everysingle person here and wish I’ll never ever see them again. School… well that’s not a problem anymore, I’ll pass :roll: the world is waiting and it should be getting ready for me. I’m going to do my absolute everythig to achieve a good education and become and artist someday. But my problem right now is more complicated. It’s about a man or perhaps the man… I don’t know and that’s what’s killing me, because it seem that I’ll NEVER know.

[Beatty Blue]

@pats wrote:

@Beatty Blue wrote:

I think my end is near… like I had a reason to see the future anyway.
I already know what it’s going to be like! lonely, poor, sad… lonely…

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:shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock: get a grip girl!

I’m trying to, but the only thing I seem to be able to hold is the bottle I have here…

[Beatty Blue]

hi :)

[Beatty Blue]

I don’t even know where to start… Me myself’s mostly what’s pissing me off right now :?

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