Cymorill

hmmm just watched one of my fave films, a japanese classic in my view.

Audition

It centres around a widower, who 7 years after the death of his first wife, is convinced by his son to remarry. so with the help of his friend sets up a fake audition to find a suitable bride.

He settles for a shy ex ballerina, and the stage is set for their…[Read more]

can’t say i have seen a film that has really freaked me out, so i would have to say one that make me cringe with fear is the sound of music :lol:

seriously tho Saw, quite gruesome and made me jump out of my skin at the end.

Hotel hobbies padding dawns hollow corridors
A typewriter cackles out a stream of memories

Drying out a conscience, evicting a nightmare
Opening the doors for the dreams to come home

We live out lives in private shells
Ignore our senses and fool ourselves
To thinking that out there there’s someone else cares
Someone to answer all our prayers, a…[Read more]

from the dawn of my first memory
i desired, and needed it
a sweet tantalising dream
hidden in the sunsets of tommorow

illusions of acceptance danced
before my weary tear stained eyes
soaked pillows hid the pain
that showed clearly on my face

i became all things to all people
hiding myself, my fear
painted smiles, and canned laughter
i was a…[Read more]

i do not long for the heat of summer
winter suits me best
its icy winds heal me
for they numb the pain

icy sinews form on my windows
creeping along the glass
their long fingers reaching
towards me like a long lost lover

what need do i have of the
false beauty of love
when i have the beauty
of nature to surround me.

scatter my ashes on the sea
and as i float upon the waves
weep no tears for me
i do not want to be underground
no earthy mound for me
i do not want a cold stone tomb
where nobody will grieve
its where the winds blow fresh and free
that i will be at peace
i will travel to far off oceans
and finally be free.

it amazes me how we live
you and i
our moments now so infrequent
like stars shooting across the sky

it amazes me that so little is gained
fractured moments and broken memories
so little care
as if by will we try not to let it show

it amazes me that we hide from ourselves
those little truths we both know
as if speaking them
will shatter the walls…[Read more]