“You’re so pretty and sexy” and I fall at your feet.
“Trust me, I love you” words sounding so sweet.
“I’ll be there for ever” that’s what you said.
“Give me your heart” but you wanted my bed.
“Marry me darling” you made me your wife.
“We were meant for each other” but it wasn’t for life.
“You’re stupid and ugly” words cutting so deep.
“No one else will have you” cry myself to sleep.
“You’re worthless, you’re nothing” tears me apart.
“I did it because I love you” breaking my heart.
“Don’t you dare answer back” making me feel so small.
“Don’t make me beat you” finally taking it all.
“You won’t leave me” but I have to to survive.
“You won’t last 5 minutes” disbelief in your eyes.
“You made me do it” desperation sets in.
“It’s because I love you” that’s worn so thin.
You thought you’d broken me, killed my spirit
And yes you demeaned me till I found my limits,
Hit rock bottom, the depths of despair
As you stood there laughing, pretending to care.
You said you loved me but it wasn’t real,
Thank god I found that core of inner steel.
20 years later and here I am, standing proud, standing strong.
My spirit intact, still alive and every day I prove you wrong.
Inadequate men with inadequate personalities make bullies.
Its just such a shame they can charm their way into people’s lives, and its a common theme for their true natures to show once they feel “safe”.
The fact that so many women get through it and out the other side with their inner core intact just goes to show how strong we all actually are.
And….I don’t buy that they are treated badly therefore treat others badly. Some of these men come from loving families and have no personal experience of being mistreated or bullied. They just do it because they can.
Nobody knows what human life is.
Why we come, why we go.
So why then do I know
I will see you,
I will see you in far off places?
The heart knows why I grieve
And yes one day I will close my eyes forever
But I will see you
I will see you in far off places.
It’s so easy for us to sit together
But it’s so hard for our hearts to combine
And why?
And why?
Why? Why? Why? Why?
Destiny for some is to save lives
But destiny for some is to end lives
But there is no end
And I will see you in far off places.
If your god bestows protection upon you
And if the USA doesn’t bomb you
I believe I will see you somewhere safe
Looking to the camera, messing around
and pulling faces.
The sanest days are mad
Why don’t you find out for yourself?
Then you’ll see the price
Very closely
Some men here,
They have a special interest in your career
They wanna help you to grow
And then siphon all your dough
Why don’t you find out for yourself?
Then you’ll see the glass hidden in the grass
You’ll never believe me so
Why don’t you find out for yourself?
Sick down to my heart
Well that’s just the way it goes
Some men here,
They know the full extent of your distress
They kneel and pray
And they say:
“Long may it last”
Why don’t you find out for yourself?
Then you’ll see the glass hidden in the grass
Bad scenes come and go
For which you must allow
Sick down to my heart
That’s just the way it goes
Don’t rake up my mistakes
I know exactly what they are
And what do you do?
Well, you just sit there I’ve been stabbed in the back
So many, many times
I don’t have any skin
But that’s just the way it goes
i interpertate it like this
crow is destroying everything in its path in its persuit of the black beast, he,ll search for eternity and wreak havok to find the answer
where is the balck beast ?
the black beast is in fact crow himself and crow is man
The black beast is perhaps a non existent enemy. Trying to find the meaning for things… crow is searching for something…..knowledge? God? Satan? He sat in a chair telling loud lies against the black beast.
I have some cartoons by leonardo da vinci and michelangelo of the pieta….. they are quite big and in my hallway. I have a photograph entitled “man in a gas factory in athens” which is a black and white photo of a man in a shower which is phwoarrrrrr and i have a Thomas Leung and a Peter Kitchell, both limited edition posters which are modern art and wave like.
I love surrealist realism in contemporary art, and have been looking for a poster of a painting entitled “monk on a swing” for ages now as I really want a copy of it.
I’d just give him a job………………..for the reasons I stated previously.
And the fact he did what he did, which is malicious and comes under a whole host of new laws developed since the internet age, involving privacy and god knows what else, just shows that it is possible to do it, and there will be others out there trying right now!