rubyred

i love deep in my heart…the early blues…the bessies the billies and the jazz..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rT_h8mQsD1Y

lover man oh where can you be..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7dVcaIMAw4

and thats me from now on !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFRuLFR91e4

Im just gonna Cry and Cry..and harden my heart. my sair wee heart. and NEVER get trustworthy with folks EVER again,,as the pain is sore.

Bohemia

Authors and actors and artists and such
Never know nothing, and never know much.
Sculptors and singers and those of their kidney
Tell their affairs from Seattle to Sydney.
Playwrights and poets and such horses’ necks
Start off from anywhere, end up at sex.
Diarists, critics, and similar roe
Never say nothing, and never say no.
People Who…[Read more]

and i got a wee dead heart……………

for ONCE in my life I wont let sorrow hurt me

im NOT alone anymore !

oh for ONCE in my life i have SOMEONE who needs me!

my wee hurtid doo …quiet noo .

och for ONE wee word.

ONE .

Esmeralda !

a moribund juncture of a lassie well kent .

a squeeze. a love.Esme.

and im reduced to knowing info from ” cath” who is everyones friend.

NO sin against “cath” as she is lovely and a “star” ……….

I hate second hand news !

cath thats NO way im being a fooker…i love ya !

i just want my wee Esme !

speak for yaself Pats,, and no its not me ! my daughter was on about sore boobs,and wee roryinas sister !

silly wee lamb.

just google “dirty dancing tickets ” theres loads of offers.

just google “dirty dancing tickets ” theres loads of offers.

http://www.westendtheatrebreaks.com/shows/DIR003/

I got hopelessly lost in Surrey once ! and i wasnt in the comfort of a car/van.

/shudders in memory.

can i take Pips place ?

now shove over green godess..

aye the lakes is brill ! and yeah i will get you to reccomend me if i go ahead with sky..

im watching old rab c nesbitts on paramount at mo.

no problemo sharon chicken :) yeah the classics are far superior to the junk we get on normal telly ..i watch a lot of bbc 3 and 4 too. Im with digital myself,but thinking of going over to sky,as i took a contract that enabled me to have telly/phone/broadband for 30 quid,but it goes up and up. im thinking of having 6 months about,to get the…[Read more]

oh i get those loan confirmations sent to junk too..I also win a nintendo wii on a daily basis ! i have hundreds of them !

Cath,,your a star..

and good luck born. x

Och I suppose that is what makes us human ! a sore pain , a deep longing.

the secret Beach will always be there.a Bluebell wood.a Primrose Path of memories.

I sometimes feel im too damm sentimental ! We ALL have life,regrets and crosses to bear..

dont we ??

I can remember one Easter..a secret Beach with only sounds of leaping Salmon and baby Oyster catchers,
the Kids getting driftwood,and us setting a bonfire and baking tatties etc.

I sat alone,and i wept ..cried like a wee girl..all sore and sobbing.

Thomas Hamilton visited the world and killed all those wee babies.as a non religeous person i…[Read more]