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@best man wrote:

im gonna slap yer ar se ruby when i see you next :D

whoo hoo cosy !! that made my nipples hard !!

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The Landlord is now one of my best buddies. :) no they had to close the place down as it was bought over my some local Bus driver, god botherer thats now a millionaire ! He wanted the Land for a new bus depot.. swine ! was a great wee job, Id organise all kinds of speciallity nights outs ike Crude Mr and Missus comps etc. Had some decent bands and a good karaoke, run my myself. Never a dull moment with me in charge behind the bar. I was a Psychologist, a social worker, an ear to bend.. as well as being a harlot barmaid that pretended not to get the unsubltle Blonde jokes,till it suited me, then id wipe the floor with them during quizzes etc. I played a part, like an actress on an improvisation excercise..

By god i deserve an oscar for THAT performance :)

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Yes, sorry for your loss jen ( cuddle) , Give her Husband time though, once the intitial raw period is over he will contact you again.as one day he will want to discuss the happy times.

I had the opposite effect when i was widowed.Folks made sure i was n ot alone and forever asked me out, by this im meaning couples we would be out with at weekends etc.I tried to act as normal as possible..in my case somewhat overexcited and jovial :) I can never forget the accusation of flirting with someone,whom i thought was a pal and understanding.She viewed my widowhood to being competition to her.. gosh even now my face is burning.The entire company went quiet, women cringed and the men looked horrified… I had this fierce face nose to nose with me, accusing…damming me for my grief, making me wish beyond my wildest dreams that ” he” would suddenly walk into the pub and put a stop to this Bullying.

so what did I do ?? walk away and never darken the door of my then favourite pub ?

did i hell I accepted a job there LOL. She stopped coming through embarrassment of that night as i worked weekends. I always held back with being overfriendly with the Male. Heck I wouldnt have him on toast anyway ;)

Life is a learning process indeed. And i sure learned that with friends like that, who needs Enemas ( sic) .. onwards and upwards Girl x

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“normal” people kinda bore me, truth be told.

and also certain sadness,, that is why so many people make it AFTER death.They struggle their way through their respective “arts”. and are frowned upon in life.BUT suddenly, and as if by Magic,Their deaths make them acceptable, as they are no longer with us to raise questions against the establishment etc.

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@jen_jen wrote:

If you’re saying that Rubes is from the 19th century all I can say is she’s ageing well and I’ll have some of whatever she’s on! :lol:

dammit the ye olde Oil of Ulay has made me look the age i am (40) for several hundred years now. ..

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@jen_jen wrote:

@nemesis wrote:

jen, you are a very wise woman and I came so close to sending you a pm the other night, would love your take on something, so could I?

Of course you can Nemesis :D

YOUR a Lady Jen. !! Gosh .I need to stop this infatuation. I think Possibly your the best persn ever apart from my Julie . that I met.

jen… YOU ROCK !!!

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PS.. can you tell veronica she has mail on jc ?? ( serious)

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@nemesis wrote:

we all reach out….

For different reasons, and different things, but what brings us all together is that we have that in common.
If we weren`t all looking for something, none of us would be here, so why don`t we all realise that we`re not alone? That sometimes, words on a screen can mean something and touch people and change things.
That`s what I think xx

good answer Nemesis.. made me think. but remember on this world wide web, we are mere cogs on an ever expanding wheel. We already KNOW the usual stories of “beware”.. We all Befriend folks that we feell in touch with whatever identity they propose. I kinda play the cards close. and God only knows why they answer me. I have folks from here that make me laugh aloud and want to cuddle.. as every poster will.

I have folks i would fall in love with……
tell my darkest skeleton in closet too…
and more than anything .. we all have folks to converse too.. ( bad spelling and grammar allowed)

/allegedly Lesley. Dundee.

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Dear Anc.. I was bedded ages ago and into a deep slumber, did i fall. I knew it was ” deep! as i dreamt so obviously had Rapid Eye Movement. woke up and cant get back into the slumber i attained. Are granny naps acceptable from the hours of 12-1.30 am ??

I am seriously annoyed with my little self. Should i take sleeping pills from Doc ?

/sleepless and hyperactive. Dundee.

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