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Delbert, thank you for your honesty. too often folks with a drink problem are frowned upon. and accused of being “self imposed”. The irony being i started drinking damm heavily 9 years tonight.
rewind.
I had to wait on my husband coming home, he Never did. But in the meantime i bought a bottle of whisky for the minute he walked through the door.. I had it all arranged, the lecture of worry I was gonna give him. he was killed on the Angus Glens, and i knew that someday I would move on. 9 years later im sitting here,,sheest i Miss him. and yeah a bottle of whisky WAS easier.. i could pretend all sorts and imagine his footsteps.
I realised a long time ago i had a problem,, i can go weeks without, then i go into hyper mode, and drink.
I now see a councillor, he does NOT preach, which enables me to talk freely.yer in same vein i have no one to police me.I have made him a promise, as i demanded he ” police” me. This is a prommise i KNOW i can win. I drink when i am hyper.. then drink when i am low. the in between stages are fine, but i have noticed, the less i drink, the more the deep lows become. and i smile and laugh too much.Tis a proven conclusion, I dont have a problem with the worls, but maybe this world has THE problem with me :) good luck x
my faith, like my vriginity is well intact mims :) im being quiet this week as im away for the weekend with pals for my burfday.
oh i would love to go to Wales KQ.. it a place i have never been despite having 2 of the greatest pals in the world from Ammanford. seemigly i get to Swansea and they can pick me up. I am a coward though, i changed my number.. and they dont even know my husband died ! As long a i dont tell them,, i can pretend he is still with me !
i know. I know thats sad. we all used to go on holiday every year ! I dont know why i cant tell them, but i cant.. as it ruins the dreams we all once had. happy are the memories of the years in Corfu and Mallorca..
melchen x
unfortunately ” she” was a bearded bloke from Barnsley !
I was actually being serious, and I apologise if my reply was maybe perceived as a ” flippant remark”.. its muscular and its bloody sore !
an i fink im now supposd to say “innit”..
innit? yeah innit.
im really annoyed i mailed my pal, telling him this was really silly. and still he ignores me.
big fvckin bairn.. he made a big fuss that i saved his sitsers life.by demanding , the same treatment we get here in Scotland. ..im sorry but we have a better health service here. she went for a routine BUPA and it saved her life. I asked for an update and was well ignored.
not to worry im away soon.. just a fvcker when yer ignored and yer only asking after the health of others..6 years of silence LOL.. my crime ? not loving him !
innit !
innit !!!
THE JO BOXERS…. and never mind thre rtyhm try the girth..
the inspiral carpets have a lot to answer for :)
/woof. you started it :) now leave me be in my own wee world of insanity and eccentricity.
