[rubyred]

My father once visited it.. he said not a bird flew over head and that no one in the party of visitors could eat afterwards.
sometimes we need a gentle ( or otherwise) Nudge PB, to remind us of the hatred, so that it can never happen again.

[rubyred]

eeek ignore the above as it has made out i have a heart after all..whereas we all know im a liar. and would make things up.from the death of a loved one,to things i cannot even say on here.

then why cant i sleep, ?? maybe i give a fvck after all ?

nah !

[rubyred]

aye it does cath, but i knew damm fine well you really did not mean it that way.. Cath i lose sleep over it all. I am smug in the knowledge that my own grandson is safe, and admittedly quite spoilt. I actually went to my doctor during the baby p and a local trial .. I could not focus on life,without feeling pain of these babies.
i love you x

[rubyred]

Oh Indeed Sir,, and I am not proud.

[rubyred]

and secondary to that,, yeah the ” give me 5 mins with the beasts” do nothing. I know people who work in prisons,they want the same too. as they have to bring them food etc.i think babies are picked on as they cannot report to their mummys. a feeling of power maybe? only in the Tracey connolly (baby p) case, she was as much of an instigator.
what i meant was , this seems like a true shock to the family..I am at the stage of my life.. maybe its the granny stage of weeping openly at this cruelty. god being almost 50 has played havoc with my emotions !

ok im gonna say it.. and be dammed..

folks think more of animals than mere children these days !

i would rather save the life of some wee bairn, in a horrendos environment..

but then ,thats only me, being me !

r.i.p

[rubyred]

jeeze cath I am in no way insinuating that all step fathers are bad.. ya basically said all i did, but made me look a right ccunt :) I , of coourse refer back to the Social work department, YES they are understaffed ! in a day and age of computer links etc. i feel that has slowed things up !!
I dont have the bloody answer.. try NOT to bring me down in yer rage eh? im on Your side !!

[rubyred]

p.s cant wait to see ya when you come up here in 2 weeks. xx

[rubyred]

@minim wrote:

ice

:) and………sore bottoms

and relief

ok so that is more than one word, but hey i have almost a whole year’s supply of words to get through in less than 2 weeks.

JUST you dare !!!! My noodles were innocent !

droll.

[rubyred]

I would have replied too,, but someone i respect just pm’ed me too.

Now THATS ” droll”..

coeeee Pats ,welcome back .

[rubyred]

words are unable to speak of love,, like a smile in a whisper does,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CLy6wo_rK4o

Sky of ink and diamond stars
empty streets of just occasional cars

here we lie in a lullaby of the stillness in our room.

Words are unable to speak of love
like a smile in a whisper does

words are unable to speak of love
like a smile in a whisper does.

All of the letters and all of the words
in all of the books all over the world

they’re nothing but sounds and vowels and nouns

for talking to stranger
that’s all they’re worth.

Words are unable to speak of love
like a smile in a whisper does

words are unable to speak of love
like a smile in a whisper does.

Orchestra of tiny harps
it’s like pepper sprinkled on our hearts

we’re threading a needle with boxing gloves
when we try and talk about love.

Words are unable to speak of love
like a smile in a whisper does

words are unable to speak of love
like a smile in a whisper does.

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