15 years on mum and sisters away,,,only me and my dad, that i never talked too…
the sex pistols/eater/buzzcoks ( with howard devoto) …………..
its not that my father ignored me,,he was in too much pain and i was a reminder of them all. we never ever discussed my mum or sisters again,,it was like they did not live ! like they were never here.
im the double of my mother. i see that from pictures.
i sometimes just want to meet someone that knew her,,so i could speak about her..the stories i HAVE heard were that my mum and oldest sister were the life and soul and damm witty !
sometimes i struggle to remember her eyes,her emerald green eyes.
The laughter she brought to her friends as a gallus bisom !
the stories HERSTORY that i was too young,,
in amid the longing sighs,my mammy…the life and soul..
ooh for 5 minutes with ya mum.
I wish i knew ya.