I Promise

I reach into your cot, and feel you cling so tight

I feel your tiny fingers, curl around my hand

And imagine you floating, to a far away land

I know you’ve been taken my baby, but I’m with you all the time

I’ll protect you the best I can, my darling baby, your still mine

I know I can’t comfort you, or sing you to sleep

but the love I have for you, is the one thing you can keep

Your tiny little tears, will be felt each time it rains

but no one can ever help me, or take away my pain

Of loosing my darling little boy, my joy, my love, my pride,

Nothing can hurt more, than the pain deep inside

No one can feel the sorrow, no one can understand

How hard it is for me, without your tiny hand

I’ll always remember your smile, and your laugh that was so sweet

And I can picture your little toes, and your tiny little feet

I know I didn’t have long with you, but I couldn’t have loved you more

not from the moment I held you, and when your sister walked through the door

I know you only had one Christmas, but I’ll treasure it till I die

You have made one tear, that will never leave my eye

I can’t ever pick you up, or hold you tight

And I’ll never cuddle you, when you are crying at night

I don’t know where you are, but I can see your star

when you come out at night, I hold your teddy tight

I look up to you and sing, and try to get you to sleep

But the baby I once had, is no longer mine to keep

Now your Gods little angel, who I know will grow

To be a wonderful person, who’s love you will always show

Don’t cry now my little baby, I can’t bare to think of you alone

Since you left me, I’ve never felt so alone

We were meant to be together, its just not our time yet