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I used to hide deep in the shadows
The darkness of the night was my only companion
Loneliness was a regular feeling for me
And hope was as far as away as the stars
I get the sudden urge to open up my heart
To let my brick wall of hate down
And let someone in
I fear falling
They say try try again
But my pain overrides that saying
I’ve never let anyone see me before
The real me
Inside
A person full of compassion & humor & sensitivity
A person who cherishes the unwanted
Opening up is like standing on the edge of a cliff
It’s terrifying, deadly, but exciting
Will I jump or will I fall?
I will only allow myself so much more pain in this life
Then I’ll shut off from the world again
But I still have faith
That faith keeps me alive and breathing
How will this end?
Not in tears, not in screams, not in sadness I hope
The present time is a low point
But I dream of a high point
Where I can live……………….how I miss living
So will I jump or will I fall?
Only time will tellThe light inside me shines no more
the smile that once shown on my face no longer appears
the hope has drained from my body
and the love has weakened my heart
my soul slips away
and there is nothing left but emptiness
tears well up in my eyes and the pain pours out of me
the hatred lurks in and possess the little faith I had left
I stand here broken
and there is nothing I can do to fix it
happiness is so far away and I can’t seem to reach it
the bricks build higher and higher on my shoulders
I let out a stressful sigh and there is no more air left to breathe
I have become my worst enemy
and I have the world to blame
why is this life so meaningless?
I just thought id mention it..
to whom it may concernSo much despair :(
Hi Lou-Lou….Some strong emotions in this one…I like the way you describe how you feel!!
Angelwolf
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