We all feel you loss, they’re nothing worst than the loss of a child. But it was 12 years ago.
You should have got some form of counselling at the time, which should have help you get thru it. I can fully understand the pain never goes away and you never get over something like this.
But a web site is not the way to deal with it. Web site don’t heal, they just inform about where to find help or help groups
If it is “Grief “ site, there should be links to Child Death Help line, Cruse Bereavement Care or The Samaritans, but their no contact information for emotional or any other kind of support.
There are few if any contributors to this site.
If anyone else would have build this site and link it to this site, you would be one of the first to call it “attention seeking” of the worst kind.
If anyone would like to see this site I will put the link below.
http://www.angelbabe.org.uk/index.html