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trying to keep a smile on my face ,wen everything is falling apart

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My post wasnt directed at u Lucy,I dont av any close friends in jc,Im to mardy, paranoid,and push ppl away ,so its easier for me to keep myself to myself

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Blossom unless u have walked in the shoes of any woman or man that as been verbally and mentaly abussed then u cant honestly say it dont happen
i spent 11 years in a relationship were i was belittled and put down all the time ,told wot i can or cant do,told wot friends i could have ,how much money i could spend on shopping every inch of my life was monitored, i wasnt me any more but a shell just plodding on
its only wen i left ,that i saw wot i was living in
i`ll never be the person i was ,unlike melody who as managed to keep strong, im to broken and even after 10 years i have bad days were i still feel my ex husband was right,i am useless ,ugly and worthless , i struggle to trusting people now and push them away

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Spending a second night in kettering general ,bored out of my head n hoping my baby boy can go home tomorrow

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they r fine in cyber world ,but in the real world then the answer is no

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1) What do you have for breakfast on christmas day? scrambled eggs
2) What main present do you hope santa puts in his sack for you? my MG,mgf
3) Who are you spending christmas with? my oldest is coming over :) so a family day is planned ,oh fck that includes happy crack :(
4) Will you be online on christmas day? lol no
5) Have you got much left to buy for christmas? all finished
6) What is your best christmas memory? im to old to remember
7) Do you still have an advent calendar? no
8 >How many christmas parties are you going to? just one
9) What is your favourite christmas movie? Its a Wonderful Life
10) What is your favourite christmas carol? O Holy Night
11) Who from chat would you like to kiss under the mistletoe? My Cup Cake(Lucy Locket)
12) Which famous person would you have christmas dinner with if you could? Marilyn Monroe and James Stewart cant decide so i`ll have both
13) When do you put your decs up? just a tree on xmas eve its down on boxing day
14) Who cooks your christmas dinner? im the only mug that can cook
15) Trifle or christmas pud? none both nasty

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got to be Rocky Horror Picture Show :lol:

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I’ll be with the brownies ,we r matching through the town

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iv found if i vasaline my tatts b4 i go out they stay looking nice n fresh lol :D

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reading all them poems made me cry
im just wondering how many ppl will be going to church this sunday for the memorial service

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