@rubyred wrote:
I cannot even pretend to be happy.. but for my childrens sake i HAVE too..as I cannot tell them. good god Im down, and this time its not bi-polar.My face aches with smiling..my throat is all swollen with laughing.
But then again I shall be reminded about self -pity and folks who pretend to die.
So i shall buck my ideas up..fight,fight sing sing..and remind ya all. I am here to stay.
kunts :)
Thing to remember Ruby… things will get better, I know when Im feeling down the last thing I need is advice from well meaning people, the one thing I keep in my mind though is …. things will get better. Its not a weakness to share, sometimes crying can be a therapy. Biggest hugs Ruby , you will feel better soon x