Being in love

Being in love

 

Their face lights up your heart and you relish every feature in their face

They hold you in their arms and you don’t want to be in any other place

Their laugh makes you feel  so uplifted

You feel so very lucky and so gifted

when they laugh  your heart sours

ok theyre excited about football scores

But theyre happy and in good mood

if youre lucky they may make tea and get rude

 

You know they gamble and like a drink

and change CHANGE from nice to unhappy within a wink

so you win 7.50 on roulette?

but theyre not happy what part of winning don’t you get?

I love you I love you please make me happy

Please don’t shout at me  please don’t get snappy

 

I have cooked you dinner ive paid your bill

you embarrassed me when we got to the til

youre so funny and nice and you recorded emmerdale

but when were inside the house its another tale

 

Ive a trigger thumb you nearly broke my hand

I didn’t pay your council tax when you demand

You’ve been gone for two years but you ruined my  life

I wont ever be normal or ever a wife

 

You’ve destroyed a nice woman with what you did

with your fucked up genes drs telling me you cannot have a kid

in all the whole world I fell in love with you?

a cheating scumbag who did cheated too?

 

Now I’m in chatroom and I cannot leave

I cannot function I cannot grieve

I want to leave I hate this place

I’m dying I’m dying its such a waste

 

And unattractive men are thinking that

I’m so bloody stupid and in fact

I can be controlled by them and I’m thick

oh just stop it you stupid  prick

 

yes ok I drink I’m miserable and get a bit low

but seriously how far do you really think I will go?

Oh come on that shit doesn’t work on me

I’m so angry you think this is really what you see?

 

Maybe if I was ugly and really needed male attention id have  succumbed to the bullshit.

Seriously. I cannot be  manipulated.  So fucking boring.

STOP TRYING I’m really on the  verge of calling  you all out