HATE

Insanity reaching forever peaking
your heads on stick im really seeking
I ignore the hatred anger and get on with my life
But i would much rather stick you both with a knife

I want to hold the blade up to your neck
To punish you for what you’ve tried to wreck
I would hold a pillow over your face
I am triumphant i am not in disgrace

Disgusting evil and putrid on sight
I’d kill you with one breath and that is my right
I am seething with anger and I am looking at you
And if i was only a man I’d know what i would do

How dare you both hurt me and take all that i gave?
And throw it away because i wouldnt behave?
What did you think i did not have a brain?
Cos i like a good drink and diagnosed ‘insane’

So you beat them up and they do not surrender?
Oh god not again ‘shes on a bender’
I am not submissive and I do not indulge doms
reduce me to rubble with your silly vanity bombs?

Guess whats shes fat and she has saggy tits
Shes just like les dawson without the funny bits
Take a woman down for one big mistake
Oh just weight her down and throw the bitch in the lake

Only not everyone cowers under bullying and hate
If you thought you’d put me in my place you are kind of too late
Gone are the days where I will sit and cry
Aww waaaa they hurt me they hurt me I do not understand why :(

Hey but so what? as far as chatrooms are
People make up lies and go way too far
The men hate the women and so do the women
It’s hard to find a female friend and thats a given.

People do what they do without rhyme or reason
Popularity isnt faithful its nothing but treason
People switch sides so often it can make you dizzy
But the only consistent being here, is Mizzy

No matter what people have to say about me
I have shown strength than not many see
I always bounce back with my head held high
I am sure many of you do not understand why

Truth is i know exactly what i am
I will not leave because i trusted the wrong man
My heart was sincere and i know i am ‘good’
I wont take responsibility for being constantly misunderstood.

thats on you
not me x