cas my heart goes out to you but you made me think bout the i would kill them thing. I knew a dad who’s daugter had her hair set on fire by some youths in London, she was 9 years old.
He went out found the youths and he had a baseball bat with him, though he didnt kill any of them he caused some serious harm. Cas he was put into prison for 4 years for that. Now , this is my point, he now feels so guilty not about what he did, but not in actual fact being there when his daughter needed him. he is now (shes now eighteen) spending every waking moment trying to make up in any way he can. Unfortunately his daughter a manic depressive now but Some of it is due to the fact that anything his duaghter wants she gets from him. He is divorced and brings his daughter up himself, he goes to work but makes sure that she is with someone all day and wil drop everything to be with her if called. He has no social life he beats himself up everyday with out fail mentally for ‘leaving her’ when as he said she needed him most.
those youths that did that to her are now free living their lives where as this guy and his daughter have a life sentence.
cas hunnie my heart really does go out to you , what you must have gone through and still do is unthinkable , I wish you and yours peace hunnie xxxx just hugs cas xxxx