[Esmeralda]

KING CRIMSON

HEARTBEAT

I need to feel your heartbeat heartbeat
so close
feels like mine
all mine
I need to feel your heartbeat heartbeat
so close it feels like mine
all mine…
I remember the feeling
my hands in your hair
hands in your hair
I remember the feeling
of the rhythm we made
the rhythm we made
I need to land sometime
right next to you
feel your heartbeat heartbeat
right next to me…..

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As a child, when my grandfather died, I saw his face clearly at the exact moment he passed, although we were 400 miles apart, and I wasn’t even particularly close to him in life.
And at a remote highland farmhouse again as a child, I was followed up a deserted track by a man who passed by my family without being seen, before eventually vanishing. The farm outbuildings had been the scene of a murder half a century previously, where a young girl was killed by her father. I dunno, maybe the spectre was a particularly wily poacher, but it scared the bejeezuz out of me.
There were other episodes of seeing things and having predictive dreams, from childhood until now.
Last time in hospital (yes I’m mentioning it again Fasty :wink: )When I was having seizures, I thought my mum was there with me, although she died 8 months ago. In all probability it was a hallucination, and my desperate longing to see her again, as the grief has been unbearable at times.
You can imagine my horror, when I came round, weeks later to discover for the second time, that my mum was dead.
I hope she comes to me soon, but I haven’t seen my father in the 19 years since he died, so I’m not holding my breath.

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Good to see you, Shazza. 8)

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@pete wrote:

I am PB i shall smote thee :twisted:

I’ve seen his smoter..and it’s a whopper..believe me! :twisted:

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Thanks for that, Pete. My tone-deaf cousin Jackie sang it the entire way through a six week summer break ensconsed in a Highland hideaway, way back when we were kiddies..only changing the tune every two days or so to an eardrum-busting rendition of Take Me Back To The Black Hills Of Dakota.
I was glad to get back to school.

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THE ALAN PARSONS PROJECT

EYE IN THE SKY

Don’t think sorry’s easily said
Don’t try turning tables instead
You’ve taken lots of chances before
But I’m not gonna give anymore
Don’t ask me
That’s how it goes
Cause part of me knows what youre thinkin’

Don’t say words you’re gonna regret
Don’t let the fire rush to your head
I’ve heard the accusation before
And I ain’t gonna take any more
Believe me
The sun in your eyes
Made some of the lies worth believing

I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I don’t need to see any more
To know that
I can read your mind, I can read your mind

Don’t leave false illusions behind
Don’t cry cause I aint changing my mind
So find another fool like before
Cause I ain’t gonna live anymore believing
Some of the lies while all of the signs are deceiving

I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I don’t need to see any more
To know that
I can read your mind, I can read your mind

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van der graaf generator – theme one

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@pete wrote:

One of the side effects is your head becomes very heavy Esme and you have to support it with both hands :D/

Oh god..not Heavyheadinhanditis in one so..er young..and..um..gawwwwjus? And there’s me thinking that rampant nymphomania was the side effect. What excuse have I got for that now? Yikes! :roll:

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@pete wrote:

Its experimental and there are side effects Sian

Well I’ve been taking these pills for years without success…yeah, right! :wink:

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