Angel Babe Truly sorry for your loses. Felt your pain, reading. Never will know the pain or inner deep feeling of that type of loss, but having miscarriage twins at 4 months my weaker twin took the other down. Lost both. Worse was my Dr. Told me to hope for a natural abort within 7-10 days or surgical would have to remove, dangerous get my legal affairs in order. 6 days later did, but only place to give me a bed was next door to the maternity ward where all new were placed. Hearing those cries and happiness, just wanted to die. My supposed 3 day stay lasted 6 hours, signed myself out. June 7th long ago… My mum (mom) till her last day still called her mommy. Neither of my parents were ever ill many 62 years married. Last few years difficult. 3 months apart both health rapidly declined. My mom became ill and told had maybe 3-6 More months. She did not know but expected as said felt it often. In hospital day before told me. Birthday next day she discharged herself. Giving me medicine for her pain we continued routine that day. Told to give medicine soon got home, I did. Something happened. She slowed down, sleepy mom very active. Calling Doctor told a hospice nurse next 24 hours would be at my home. Say what, 3-6 months? Just kept telling me every 3 hours give medication. As like you for long as I live never will I forget I killed my own mum. Stopped talking, quiet. Always care provided for both totally alone at the time, watched my mum die with my own hands..doctors and hospice told me suffering would have been worse. Hospice showed up 4 hours too late to totally finish her. Wished them rather than me. The guilt.Respiratory failure. No one told me. Thought to help with pain..only. I wanted to be buried with her. My Dad recently with a military funeral offered gun salute in honoring, prayed some one would make a mistake and bullet would lodge directly at me. Visiting grave sites still too hard on me. Always beg for forgiveness. Dad did. Understood better than me. Offering you and yours a pray of peace. Linda Bette Midler – wind beneath my wings….
i feel your pain also we all deal with losing a love one differently i guess there is no right or wrong way just the right way for you , all we can do is face each day as it comes big hugs xx
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pAyKJAtDNCw
It was 22 short years ago today that we lost you Mum!
We miss you as much today as we did the day you died
The pain and hurt have eased over the years
but our wonderful memories of you are as vivid
There are so many things I want to say
But I just cannot find the words, but I know you understand
Thank you for being my mum
Give a kiss and a cuddle to my baby Dominic for me
love your loving daughter
Today someone’s mother died. Just like mine did twenty-Two years ago today
And on this clear, sunny morning, in the warmth of there bedroom, her children were struck with
the pain of learning that sometimes, There just isn’t any more time left.
No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together,
no more phone calls just to chat, No more “just one minute.” No more in a minute mum.
Sometimes sadly, what and who we care about the most is taken away from us.
never to return before we can say good-bye, So say “I Love You.” while you still can . .
Cherish them! No matter what. life is important,
and so are the people we know, And so, we keep them close!
Life moves pretty fast, If you don’t stop and look around once in awhile,
you could miss it.”
love and miss you always Mum xxxxxxxx
R.I.P Mum xxxx Nan xxxx
We will be up later to bring you some flowers
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she has had many over the last few months because usually as soon as ChatHostUK ( Martin) susses its her he bans the name so she has to create a new name and then moans about it in room the last time she said she had to use a V somethng or other to register as martin had banned her without using this from registering. i personally would have took the hint after 2 names i guess it takes longer to sink in with some people.
friend send me this last week thought i would share
No Bake Watermelon Cake Recipe
Prep time
<time datetime=”PT10M”>10 mins</time>
Total time
<time datetime=”PT10M”>10 mins</time>
Here’s the best Healthy No Bake Cake you will ever taste! Introducing the No Bake Watermelon cake made with whip cream and fruit! Easy to make and yummy to consume!