:(:( REST IN PEACE MY PRECIOUS SON :(:(
My precious baby boy Dominic (Bubbles) RIP 24 years ago today
You were a beautiful baby boy born with a curse, a bad illness, you fought for 21 days
You were so strong and mighty, you tried your very best but you were sadly and cruelly taken, Your time had come, all the other Angels were calling you home to heaven so you could keep our other family members company, and get heaven ready for all of us. You were so young, but such a strong tiny little boy who had gave it his all, his everything you had, you tried so hard to fight it! The moment you couldn’t hold on any longer, was the moment the angel’s knew to come and get you and take you to those golden gates, you were an angel from the moment you were born till the moment you past!
You were cruelly taken from us I know now you were only lent to me, you are a true angel now forever, But you are one gorgeous Angel with big bright blue eyes and that perfect smile and mop of dark hair. How i often wished i had you for just another minute or two, solely for the chance to say how much i loved you.
It’s hard to believe i haven’t heard your voice,
held you or seen you in twenty four years yet it feels like only yesterday,i treasure the memories and photographs but my heart still and always will be broken,
Here on Earth, with our lives we had to move on
To others it must have appeared or looked like we were very
strong, but it was all just a mask i wore to hide my pain, so
others wouldn’t see how much i was hurting
my Memories i cherish, and i think of you each day
Wishing oh so much with us, you could have stayed
As long as these memories in our hearts live on
you have not left us, and we can carry on
We put a smile on our face every day
Knowing you would want it that way
In our hearts we will forever feel the pain
That heart break will always and forever remain
i Re live that last night i had with you at grandads
Knowing that something’s wasn’t quite right
forever wondering if things might have turned out different
if i had acted sooner, got you to hospital quicker my life is
full of what if’s and if only’s all i know is that my life
shattered , when the surgeon said those six little words
“i am sorry he didn’t make it”, my only comfort is to know you
were free from pain now, An that my dear son, at last, could
finally have rest after all the fighting you did so hard to
live. they brought you to us wrap up in a sheet with two little
daffodils flowers, you just looked like you were just asleep i was willing and preying for you to wake up but you never did, we all had cuddles with you, brushed and took a small lock of your hair and some precious pictures, then we had to leave you there and
go back to our shattered home and try to come to terms with
loosing you, the day of your funeral was so very hard i wanted to climb into the ground with you i remember it was a lovely sunny day and some how that made it worse how could the world just carry on without you, i was robbed of my son my joy, by death,a cruel thief. A reminder for us all that life is so precious and fleeting we let go of 21 red balloons in honor of your 21 days of life. it was near on impossible to carry on, people would say arnt you over it yet or you can have other children. well i can honestly say you never get over it you learn to live with it, and as for other children yes i have had more children but they will never replace you they cant,because they arnt you. i have many regrets over your short life but one thing is certain i would do it over again in a heartbeat even if it meant having to loose you again just to have those three precious weeks with you, you were inspirational and taught us so much, To have held you in my arms and cuddle you was a great pleasure an honor. And all my life I will thankful for the time we had together, And our precious memories and pictures of you, you left behind for us. we love you loads and miss you heaps now and forever
ps
Dominic please give your dad a massive kiss and cuddle for me watch over us and protect us, we all miss you. and have a word with the angels and ask for a break for us let it be good news on Monday im Not sure i could take much more bad news
Bubbles (Dominic)
xxxxx
your heartbroken mummy
Buy you your first pint and raise a glass to you…what’s that all about then?
I’ve learned that some people will never, ever – “get it”.
I’ve learned that ignorance isn’t an excuse for a lack of compassion.
Such a precious little angel not knowing what was to come! TIME… This thing we spend our lives obsessing over? But why? We have as much ‘time’ as we make ‘time’ for.
A clock only shows the hours in a day. It doesn’t showing you how much time you have spare Or how much time you could give to someone? We spend our whole lives living in fear of not having enough time! Well my son only had 21 days on this earth. 504 hours. That’s 30,240 minutes…. This little guy fought for ever minute he had, every hour he lived! Make the most of what you have don;t waste it
This reply was modified 7 years, 4 months ago by AngelBabe.
Hi Angelbabe! 😋 im still in contact with Desti, She did tell me you had been asking about me, I told her that she could update you about why I disappeared from chat but she felt it wasn’t her place to. Hope you are well? Xx
yep she said u were still in contact and u were ok
nice to see you on the boards hope everything is going well for you x
Happy 24th Birthday Dominic
RIP Bubbles
Ive always thought your birthday’s are important and you should be here having fun with us
Sadly you couldn’t stay which left us feeling very empty and sad :(
My precious baby son Dominic (Bubbles)
We held you close for a while but sadly 3 weeks later had to let you go,
I kept you warm against my chest that day
i didn’t want you to be cold or feel abandoned or alone.
Our only comfort was to know you were free from pain now,
And that our dear son, at last, could finally have rest after all the fighting you did so hard to live.
Your grandparents and Auntie Emily were also there,
Helping Me and your dad make it through.
We kissed your face and brushed your hair,
and we all took pleasure in holding you.
Then we drove home in disbelief,
With shattered dreams and hearts bleeding.
Robbed of our son and joy by death,a cruel thief,
A reminder for us all that life is so precious and fleeting.
Flowers and symptom cards filled up the room,
But with you not here all our hopes were gone.
Then next few months were filled with gloom,
We all wondered how we could / would carry on.
Memories of you are now be pleasant,
Yet still painful, for we will always be bereaved.
Life brought us joy again, to try and balance our pain,
A beautiful sister and two more brothers for you and our eldest son Daniel
But no amount of new found happiness and bliss,
Will ever ease the heartache of loosing you or clear my haunted mind of those words “im sorry he int make it”.
Nor will it ease how much of your life we will miss
Our first born son together a life left behind.
And though I never heard your voice calling mummy ,
To have held you in my arms and cuddle you was a great pleasure an honor.
And all my life I will thankful for the 21 days we had together,
And our precious memories and pictures of you, you left behind for us.
I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you think you can’t.
I’ve learned that ignorance isn’t an excuse for a lack of compassion.
I’ve learned that some people will never, ever – “get it”.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop just so we can grief.
I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of minutes.
I’ve learned that I’m not invincible and “the things you think should only happen to other people” Can happen to me.
I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon
.
I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I’ve learned that love isn’t measured by the amount of time you have with someone.
I’ve learned that some sorrow is so deep that it has no words. But so is our love
It’s hard to believe we haven’t heard you cry,
or seen your smile and bubbles in twentyfour years
We treasure the memories with our hearts still broken,
and eyes full of regret an tears
You should be here with us blowing out candles and making your birthday wish, But the only wishing going on today, Will be us wishing for you.
And instead of sharing laughter,Most likely we’ll shed tears. As you celebrate your special day in heaven up above Our Birthday wishes are sent to you with all our love, Here on earth memories will be shared today
Some will bring smiles, laughter and tears our way
We will buy you your first Pint and raise a glass to you
your broken hearten family
Mum Daniel Kay Ben Adam xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This reply was modified 7 years, 5 months ago by AngelBabe.
Happy Mother’s Day to my 💕Beautiful Mum💕 in heaven.
I’m thinking of everyone who no longer has that special lady left in their lives. Those that do you have opportunities… Opportunity to enjoy them, spend time together, laugh, cry, love and most importantly build precious memories Or Opportunities to build bridges/make amends, forgive, forget or at least reconcile that your relationship is what it is and will never change…
Jealous Of The Angels written by Jenn Bostic is the first…
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Please continue to look after Dominic until i get there im thankful my son has had someone up there with him until his dad joined him last year and until i can join him
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Mum i miss u so much, & love u loads xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Not a single day has gone by
When I haven’t sat and thought about you,
and smiled
Many times I’ve smiled to myself
Because I am reminded of you
You were so very strong
To have gone through so much pain
you would be a grandma and great grandma now
i hope you can see you’re Grandchildren & great grandchildren and are watching over them all the time
as i like to think you have been watching over my children and seen them growing up
Your in peace now and pain free
But know, that you made me stronger
With the things that you taught me
And I know that time will pass
And that I will see you again
So I’m not saying Goodbye…
But See Ya Later
I miss you so much mum
love you loads
give a kiss and a cuddle to my baby Dom and a hug to Paul for me
and try not argue to much over Elvis songs until i get there and referee once more
love your loving daughter
still feels like yesterday,
gone but not forgotten
R.I.P mum x
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This reply was modified 7 years, 6 months ago by AngelBabe.